With in myself theirs something Dark beneath my soul that wishing me to die soon & I've been always been crying about something in my sleep because I've haven't had sleep for about 6 weeks now & the tears I've been gaining & gaining again I can't word it how much pain I'm in right now with something I can't explain at this time I'm tryin so hard to forget whatever this is making my life into a depression that's bring my life down with a tear up above my cheek & everyday I can't go along with this Dark dying soul its makin me crazy I can't control this anger its just so hard for me to understand how everything is so big & small Its makin me fight for everything I can't do everyday & how every night I've dreamed about a new day with small doors & thinking of a way out its just all so confusing for me so I'm just saying please darkness let me out or I'm going buy a Gun & put a bullet to my head & shoot myself because no body cares anymore because its all low & deep